Love in fish's soup
The deep love of three years, fail to persuade him to go back to the hometown together with me in the university, come back to parents' side. He insists on going down south, smiling will say to I having one's face covered with tears: The fool, don't cry, waiting for the condition to be ripe, I meet you. From then on, in my life, only missed, only waited.

The telephone waiting for him to make every night, waits for him for two or three months, even more permanent, from that metropolis of the South, come back to see me.

Come back each time, he will live at our home, boils a pot of fish's soup for me. The soup that is boiled out is characterized and milky white, dense, fragrant and fragrant. Let me slaver each time.

Later, he became busy. The more lonely I feel.

The more unhappy I feel. Blame him for not being enough to pay attention to me crying. He faces my more and more anger, more and more reticent in that one of the telephone.

He has evaded a lot of important dinner parties and work, comes back to see me.

I am cold to tell him: I do not like waiting, do not like a person fatherless actor and actor's. Do not like two people to be in love but separated by so far.

He sits opposite to me, helpless and without resources.

Saying, my tears flowed. He comes over gently, plan to be like a usual one to pull me into one's arm and enter cherishing.

And I, push away him, outroar hard: I do not like it so, what I want is not money, not a successful husband, but want two happy and together people.

His canthus begins the flashing tears: I am sorry.

Sorry to be of no use, I want tangible depending on. But not you.

He is distracted there. I turn round to shut the door.

Early in the morning, he had already walked the next day. But like a countless in the past one, have boiled a pot of fish's soup to me. That of mine has no interest to drink again, even the pan is poured into the rubbish heap together. speech

Time slipping lonelily slowly. But can not take some memory such as me away after for a long time, thirsted for milky white aromatic soup very much suddenly.

I have tried for a lot times, but can not always boil out that kind of soup. No matter what fish I use, no matter how long I boil, the soup is always clear.

I decided to give up at last. But unreconciled, turn on the mobile phone and push the incomparable number that knows well. Originally, I had never forgotten his telephone, and him all the time.

His warm voice comes quickly: Is it you? Just like in the past.

I lost speech suddenly.

You are free?

I, I, hope, ask you boil fish that come out why is soup getting milky white.

The fool, the fish should fry first, has not undergone suffering, where did thick fragrant smell come?

This one of the telephone, I can not say again out a word, weep buckets.

Such a simple reason originally, I had never realized completely. Has not gone through the suffering of the agony, where will the happy paradise be found?
Graduate from us and say good-bye
It was big last half a term of two to get to know him. Because what I read is the training, father gives me a task before entering school: Let me admitted to the undergraduate course. For be able to admit to undergraduate course, I work energetically reading. See the lover in pairs takes a walk hand in hand in the campus, I feel lonely too, seem to lack something in life. Feature of me calculate all, think ugly even. There are several the boys who chases me too, but I have refused without exception, influence and take an exam of the undergraduate course because I do not want to fall in love.

But love it just like destiny, " at all by people " ,Want to block blocking when it's time to come. He has appeared, I am studying individually the room is seeing him. In an instant when we looked at each other each other, unexpectedly it is uneasy In fact can the collision of sight produce the spark too? I feel very strange. I do not know how to describe his feature. If he is that face that I have appeared in the dream all the time for many years, this talks about it as talking. For the convenience that is described, I say his long specially looking like Liang Chaowei. He and how much similarity Liang Chaowei have in fact perhaps, Liang Chaowei a lot of girl ripe representative of man of the heart, certainly it is my symbol of the ripe man in the heart too.

One girl, meet one person that seem to have met before suddenly, usually said to fall in love at first sight people have? I had a kind of premonition at that time, had something to happen between him and me.

After that meeting, connect for several nights when leave, I study individually in the room, can see him. He begins to pass the note to me, we are in love like this. Knew later, he was a student of the department of physical education, and big two too. But he is not a developed, simple-minded man of that kind of four limbs, he likes studying very much, especially the novel. In my view, he is wider than the range of knowlege of the students of Chinese Language Department.

He is that kind of person hating to leave woman's charm a bit, he tells me his distinguished and admirable history in the past However, he never forces me. He propose wanting several times with the relation happen to me, I who have never talked about the love am very afraid of, really afraid, I disagree, no longer reluctantly he. Frequently, I am thinking, he is so handsome, like his girls for being so many, he still can bear for me, he must be serious to me. speech

I am extremely good too to him, he likes smoking, I buy " the mountain of Hongta " for him ,Around him brother envy he very much, they know I really very kind to him. We together, to 11 o'clock at evening, he sees me back to the dormitory, then downstairs every night, give me one fascinating kiss, I reluctant to part floor on the ground, dream of arm in him sleep happily in being curved.

He say to me if you can accept phenomenon that university cohabit, that explain you have loud space accept the new things that day. He even thinks it is the reflection of a human nature that the university cohabits. My brain is confused. I that do not stand luring am that have still accepted his suggestion, has rented house and cohabitted outside school finally.

Taste that familiar with on the he make me to be infatuated, let me carry away, we over one romantic two people world. But has already become and got used to in the love, it is dull to belong to everything, I understand, the even more beautiful passion can't be burnt forever either originally, disappear and take off in the passion, and then permanent and dull. The day cohabitting lets me pay the heavy cost too. Because is ignorant, I have made fetus two times for him. I think, if my mother sees the appearance that I come out from the operating room, see that pale face which is covered with the tear of mine Do not really know whether she can insist on
Later, I saw he is often with a beautiful girl. I look for his theory, he says that girl chases him, he hopes to accompany her to play. I am angry must hit him. He advises me to be calm. Then tow me back to us " The family " . Then kneel down for me, ask me to forgive. I though wilful, see, so, expect one classmate beat up he boyfriend often, I am satisfied, forgive him. In fact, remember he heavy advantage to afraid of " wife " most conscientiously .

One day, he cite example of Shi Hu say Shi Hu afraid of man of wife also, so the wife who becomes him must be very happy. Hu Shi's friend has sent ten coins from Paris to him, there is " P.T.T. " above Words, Hu Shi is with great rejoicing, inspiration proruption, initiate and organize a " afraid of madam association " ,Employ ten member only, so as 10 " P.T.T. "s The coin is regarded as the membership card. Still man maintaining new in era of Hu Shi takes " The three obediences and the four virtues ". "three from " Exactly: "Madam orders to obey, it is wanted to follow that madam goes out. Madam wants to follow blindly wrongly " ; " fidelity, physical charm, propriety in speech and efficiency in needlework " Exactly: "Madam spends money being willing to, madam want to wait while making up, madam wants to remember on birthday, madam curses and beats wanting to bear " .

His honeyed words of my quilt are amusing. Finally, I can't help, want, say, love one so kind originally, thank you appear in life of me, I have something can worth, complain. Aching if there is love, I am perfectly willing.

When all of us face graduating, because I neglect too much study, am not admitted to the undergraduate course, parents wanted me to return to homeland, but his work did not have any whereabouts. Someone say graduation ceremony of university, as most campus an extensive ceremony failed in love of collective of lover. When the love is forced choice by reality, our once swearing an cath of enduring fidelity and vanishing gradually.

For the bread, we must give up the love. When I plucked up one's courage and talked to say good-bye at last, he was very calm, did not yearn at all unexpectedly, I know that will not lack the woman's by him with his appearance and eloquence, perhaps he has waited for me to say the words that said good-bye for a long time.

I suspected love of the university suddenly: I pay like this, deserve?
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